Its was April , one of this nice and warm spring months which makes u always feel better after the loooong and cold winter here. We were planning of having a baby already 2 months ago. I’m honestly happy of the idea but somehow the whole thing scares me. After reading the whole bunch of crap online I decide to leave this month all this days counting Ovulation hunting and temperature messing. I start to get obsessed of them somehow very fast. People say just enjoy and RELAX. The last one was not really correct in this month for me. I was preparing again to hold my tests for the Uni ZH and the whole learning makes me really tired and nervous. And Jonas has a birthday and like a rule every year in the end of April me make huge Party because of that. This year was a bit special because we were celebrating as well our new home. So somehow the little miracle happened somewhere between the parties and every day learning. Somewhere at the beginning of May I start to feel funny, was tired start to eat strange amount of cucumbers, somehow my body was different. But I was thinking” again some nasty PMS “. Then my period is late … hmm ok 1 day late not considers making a test but probably 3 is enough. I need to be patient the last 2 months I use to have as well some fake alarms. And because of that I use all the nice pregnancy tests which I use to have.

Sunday 15^th of May my period is 5 days late. Yes now is the time J I woke up pretty early this morning, was drinking coffee waiting Jonas to woke up and to go shopping and to take the test. So we went to Migros in the early afternoon, then we was searching like 10 min. between the shelves where exactly this guys was hiding condoms and tests.( All the time I find it very funny why here in Switzerland they put the pregnancy tests next to the condoms and glide gels  just look like “ Hey guys make safe sex otherwise u will need to use one of this colourful pens ” )  Anyway after 10 min searching Jonas went and asks a woman where the condoms are. . We took pack of 2 and some other food and drive to home. It’s a test timeJ

While I was making the test Jonas sits in front of the compy and starts to talk with some game buddies or whatever. I left the test in the kitchen to wait few minutes to get the results. 3-4 minutes passed and I sow really good 2^nd stripe ….upeeeee .Then showing to Jonas with the words “ You are going to be a father “ , but the reaction was a bit… Are u sure? Is it correct the test? OK. Turning his back continuing playing some stuff.  Not the most romantic way which I was somehow expecting. Oh well he need time. The Guys are different, besides the idea of becoming father need to be assimilated for a bit. He was somehow disturbed, and I was happy, the happiest person in the world. But Im sure he will be the best father later I love you schatzliiii