Its was April , one of this nice and warm spring months which makes u always feel better after the loooong and cold winter here. We were planning of having a baby already 2 months ago. I’m honestly happy of the idea but somehow the whole thing scares me. After reading the whole bunch of crap online I decide to leave this month all this days counting Ovulation hunting and temperature messing. I start to get obsessed of them somehow very fast. People say just enjoy and RELAX. The last one was not really correct in this month for me. I was preparing again to hold my tests for the Uni ZH and the whole learning makes me really tired and nervous. And Jonas has a birthday and like a rule every year in the end of April me make huge Party because of that. This year was a bit special because we were celebrating as well our new home. So somehow the little miracle happened somewhere between the parties and every day learning. Somewhere at the beginning of May I start to feel funny, was tired start to eat strange amount of cucumbers, somehow my body was different. But I was thinking” again some nasty PMS “. Then my period is late … hmm ok 1 day late not considers making a test but probably 3 is enough. I need to be patient the last 2 months I use to have as well some fake alarms. And because of that I use all the nice pregnancy tests which I use to have.